Friday, August 14, 2015

The Darkest Night cont'd

As a result of a massive alcoholic binge which became a near death experience  only halted by my going to Detox,I have entered into a prolonged period of recovery which in itself is quite traumatic.
The expected period of convalescence has been over a month now and seems to have dovetailed into a significant spiritual upgrade.
It has left me for the time being in a state of non existence where my ego identity has been suspended and I feel as though in a dreamworld.
I have no idea how much of the old "me"will re-emerge but must accept that only the useful parts will come back.I know that I must place service to others foremost in my life but await guidance on how that may look.
The only thing that I know at this point is that all will be for the best ultimately.

Saturday, August 8, 2015

The Darkest Night.

I am going through the strangest time of my life. Nothing compares to this in my experience so far.It will be an ongoing blog because of the vast changes that are taking place in my psyche. More to come.