Thursday, January 13, 2011

Just For Today!!'s been quite instructive to observe the polarity swings of my recent blog posts.The last two going from martyr to super aggressive posturing.
Today I am a little more in balance in realizing that,although I may continue to make mistakes ,I need not waste time indulging in mea- culpas or belligerence.
I continue to grow every day and in that process recreate my life.My vulnerability reminds me humbly to own the world of my creation.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Co-dependent B.S.!!

...that last blog was crap!! I am stopping begging the question right here and now.If I fucked up I apologize...that's it.From now on I no longer buy into my martyr story...get on with my life and keep on growing and stop manipulating by what I'm sure are methods that are nowhere near as subtle as I imagine.

Monday, January 3, 2011


....the telepathic connection that we are now forming has a whole new set of protocols as to appropriate behaviour.What used to be harmless indulgences can now be major affronts and seen as invasive in nature.Just like the last time.
Damn....I wish I had seen it coming....can only asked forebearance....ignorance will only suffice this once.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Not Just Another New Year!!

....this is the one where it will be increasingly intolerable for 3rd.and 4th. Density vibrations to co-exist in the same space.Ringing out the old and bringing in the new will be happening at every level of our lives, and those of us pretending otherwise will suffer the most.It will not be easy even for those of us who know and have made the choice.
Sometimes it is shocking to realize how much purging is still to be done,but again it's better than camping on the freeway and wondering why we got run over!!