Purging!!

...since I have been learning to channel I have discovered anew the process of clearing out my mental and emotional bodies.The ego/identity has to be out of the way in order for my Higher-Self connection to channel with authenticity,not an easy task.
It is yet another "void" where the ego serves up a wild assortment of irrational fears just to get my attention....observe and allow remains the key!!

Just For Today!!

...it's been quite instructive to observe the polarity swings of my recent blog posts.The last two going from martyr to super aggressive posturing.
Today I am a little more in balance in realizing that,although I may continue to make mistakes ,I need not waste time indulging in mea- culpas or belligerence.
I continue to grow every day and in that process recreate my life.My vulnerability reminds me humbly to own the world of my creation.

Co-dependent B.S.!!

...that last blog was crap!! I am stopping begging the question right here and now.If I fucked up I apologize...that's it.From now on I no longer buy into my martyr story...get on with my life and keep on growing and stop manipulating by what I'm sure are methods that are nowhere near as subtle as I imagine.

OUCH!!

....the telepathic connection that we are now forming has a whole new set of protocols as to appropriate behaviour.What used to be harmless indulgences can now be major affronts and seen as invasive in nature.Just like the last time.
Damn....I wish I had seen it coming....can only asked forebearance....ignorance will only suffice this once.

Not Just Another New Year!!

....this is the one where it will be increasingly intolerable for 3rd.and 4th. Density vibrations to co-exist in the same space.Ringing out the old and bringing in the new will be happening at every level of our lives, and those of us pretending otherwise will suffer the most.It will not be easy even for those of us who know and have made the choice.
Sometimes it is shocking to realize how much purging is still to be done,but again it's better than camping on the freeway and wondering why we got run over!!

Limbo!!

...this is the time of year to take a look at my life and ask myself a few hard questions....do I want to continue to create my future out of the past or move on....is it tolerable anymore when those closest to me have no interest whatsoever in my passion and accuse me of being boring and repetitive for sharing it? I have experienced the pure joy of sharing the same passion with another and finding it, not only hers too,but the synergy that comes from a common cause....what do I do...run like hell....or welcome that into my life? "Continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong promptly admitted it"means what it says....if I continue on the same path to avoid conflict a part of me dies....I have seen it before...it's not pretty.....I have made my choice....crossed the Rubicon....all else is in the allowing!!

Done Talking...Time to Move On!!

...this has been quite the month....sharing and baring my heart and being vulnerable gladly.....but enough! The time comes where it becomes mere indulgence and I must move on......going up the down escalator does not allow for standing still and waiting for long.....the path lies ahead beckoning and I must travel alone for awhile if need be....I am not walking away...that is the old world....in truth I will never walk away again but I cannot wait as I have before for that is not my consecration.....the New Year calls and I answer!!