First she stomped on my village ,as she said she would....I needed it.My village does not matter...only the global village has meaning now.
Then,because I was unruly,I found myself housebroken....I needed that too.It was for the house of God.
Now I love her family as my own....for it is.Such is the world of unconditional love!
Monday, December 20, 2010
Thursday, December 16, 2010
All Or Nothing At All !!
...who was it who said"there's no such thing as part time enlightenment"? Nonetheless I have still tried to have one foot in one world and one in the other. Can't be done! The commitment to the world that I wish to see has to be total.I realized today finally that Twin Flame and Soul Partner pairings must be totally dedicated to that vision and to one another now or else they will not work.
I must risk all or have nothing at all save the same old appropriate life going nowhere.I do not know what she will choose and it must be so.I have preferences certainly but will honour her sacred decision whatever that may be. So now I watch and wait!
I must risk all or have nothing at all save the same old appropriate life going nowhere.I do not know what she will choose and it must be so.I have preferences certainly but will honour her sacred decision whatever that may be. So now I watch and wait!
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
The Mission!!
from "The Ascension Is Life Lived From Joy"... channeled by Laurie Gilmore:
"At the beginning of tenth level, life feels new, and you may feel newly born and very tender. Tenth level is the beginning of the spiritual awakening that will lead to your mastery of the abilities that mark the spiritual masters and adepts. These abilities, or gifts of the spirit, will become stronger as you become energetically clearer. In tenth level the focus will be on manifesting these spiritual gifts, and then integrating the gifts fully so they are usable in your physical, everyday life. Your greatest natural spiritual gift will be the first to manifest in tenth level, and your other gifts of the spirit will open later in a gradual way. You will be required to live by your spiritual gifts. If you are clairvoyant, for example, you must make decisions by what you perceive clairvoyantly - not by what you perceive physically.
Your clairvoyance will literally overtake your physical sight during tenth level. You may notice one day that you are very clearly seeing three curbs and sidewalks. Deciding where to place your foot may be very confusing. You will be seeing the physical curb and sidewalk, the etheric curb and sidewalk, and the fourth dimensional curb and sidewalk. If you rely completely on your clairvoyance, not the physical sense of sight, you will know where to step. If you use the physical sense of sight you may trip a few times in a public place. Eventually you will learn how to process this type of vision. The process of becoming clear is one of releasing stored energy from the emotional body and the mental body, and relocating that energy to the spiritual body where it becomes usable, through which miracles are created.
The only difference between an avatar and an ordinary man is the location of the energy held within the energy bodies. An ordinary man has all his energy "locked-up" in stored emotions and memories in the emotional body, and beliefs and thoughts in the mental body. The ordinary man has a flat spiritual body, for there is no energy to spare from the demands of the emotions and thoughts. An avatar has clear emotional and mental bodies. All the energy held within an Avatar's subtle bodies, is stored in the spiritual body. For a master, the energy associated with emotion flows into the emotional body from the spiritual body IN THE MOMENT, and is released to the spiritual body once the emotional stimulus has ended.
The energy associated with a thought flows from the spiritual body to the mental body, and then is released to the spiritual body as the thought is completed. This leaves an Avatar's energy free, to use according to his will. The spiritual energy is available to an avatar because it is not consumed by thoughts, beliefs, emotions, and memories. This is the energetic structure each of you must create in your energy bodies, during tenth and eleventh level Light Body. This will allow each of you to perform miracles such as manifesting thought into physical reality."
"At the beginning of tenth level, life feels new, and you may feel newly born and very tender. Tenth level is the beginning of the spiritual awakening that will lead to your mastery of the abilities that mark the spiritual masters and adepts. These abilities, or gifts of the spirit, will become stronger as you become energetically clearer. In tenth level the focus will be on manifesting these spiritual gifts, and then integrating the gifts fully so they are usable in your physical, everyday life. Your greatest natural spiritual gift will be the first to manifest in tenth level, and your other gifts of the spirit will open later in a gradual way. You will be required to live by your spiritual gifts. If you are clairvoyant, for example, you must make decisions by what you perceive clairvoyantly - not by what you perceive physically.
Your clairvoyance will literally overtake your physical sight during tenth level. You may notice one day that you are very clearly seeing three curbs and sidewalks. Deciding where to place your foot may be very confusing. You will be seeing the physical curb and sidewalk, the etheric curb and sidewalk, and the fourth dimensional curb and sidewalk. If you rely completely on your clairvoyance, not the physical sense of sight, you will know where to step. If you use the physical sense of sight you may trip a few times in a public place. Eventually you will learn how to process this type of vision. The process of becoming clear is one of releasing stored energy from the emotional body and the mental body, and relocating that energy to the spiritual body where it becomes usable, through which miracles are created.
The only difference between an avatar and an ordinary man is the location of the energy held within the energy bodies. An ordinary man has all his energy "locked-up" in stored emotions and memories in the emotional body, and beliefs and thoughts in the mental body. The ordinary man has a flat spiritual body, for there is no energy to spare from the demands of the emotions and thoughts. An avatar has clear emotional and mental bodies. All the energy held within an Avatar's subtle bodies, is stored in the spiritual body. For a master, the energy associated with emotion flows into the emotional body from the spiritual body IN THE MOMENT, and is released to the spiritual body once the emotional stimulus has ended.
The energy associated with a thought flows from the spiritual body to the mental body, and then is released to the spiritual body as the thought is completed. This leaves an Avatar's energy free, to use according to his will. The spiritual energy is available to an avatar because it is not consumed by thoughts, beliefs, emotions, and memories. This is the energetic structure each of you must create in your energy bodies, during tenth and eleventh level Light Body. This will allow each of you to perform miracles such as manifesting thought into physical reality."
Monday, December 13, 2010
Grande Vente!!
...sometimes I need to have a bit of a carry on it seems.Then I can pick up my life once more with a measure of stability.I have had for some time visions of a mission so huge it boggles the mind...it doesn't go away,makes no sense.To have a glimpse that it might just happen as I have lately was overwhelming.I will know soon enough I think,and if it is not to be,will suffer my folly gladly.
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Not Your Everyday Starbucks!!
I used to think it my window on the world,now rather the window on mine!I have talked there of philosophers and kings,heros and villains,light and dark,error and solution,but always when I left I found the world unchanged as before.
One day a woman came in who I had not seen until that day.Her life was in tatters,a supreme example of the words"no good deed goes unpunished".I shared with her my story of betrayal and something of the silver lining I found behind the dark clouds,but this time I shared more than just words.
I gave her what had been gifted to me without condition.She tells me now her life is transformed.I must remember that.Deeds not words will change this world of ours.
One day a woman came in who I had not seen until that day.Her life was in tatters,a supreme example of the words"no good deed goes unpunished".I shared with her my story of betrayal and something of the silver lining I found behind the dark clouds,but this time I shared more than just words.
I gave her what had been gifted to me without condition.She tells me now her life is transformed.I must remember that.Deeds not words will change this world of ours.
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Maybe!!
I have often wondered if I have been a delusional "old fart" all this time.Perhaps it is so after all I have thought!!One thing I have learned though is that only I can can break my heart and I choose not to this time.This has been my lesson since I began to wear a key over my Heart Chakra in response to guidance.I really got whacked at first but began to understand over time that it was me who was doing the "whacking".Once the lesson was learned my "Heart Centre" began to open up and I began to live from what is called my "Avatar Heart" which includes two more Chakras opening up between the 3rd.and 4th,and 4th.and 5th.Chakras.I can do this now through my healing technique for others too.
Everything changes in the moment when the heart and soul energies are joined as one.The world of form including relationships becomes secondary to contribution.Everything in our experience is not only lesson but is assimilated much more quickly because the emotions no longer have us in their grip as before.It might be called the beginning of serenity.
Everything changes in the moment when the heart and soul energies are joined as one.The world of form including relationships becomes secondary to contribution.Everything in our experience is not only lesson but is assimilated much more quickly because the emotions no longer have us in their grip as before.It might be called the beginning of serenity.
Friday, December 10, 2010
Gareth andLyones!!
....walk alone in the woods,far from the curious eyes and gossip of the court.They walk together, but do not cling to one another.Theirs is a secure love of equal partners who choose each others company of their own free will.A warm breeze flows through the leaves of the trees,reflecting the gentle nature of the love and affection they have for one another.The peacock butterflies symbolize the beauty and ecstasy of this dusty,dreamlike state.
The sword is a reminder that there are dangers amidst this beauty.Though love can exalt,when lost it can devastate.This was a truth familiar to the Arthurian lovers.Despite the veneer of romance,they did not live fairy-tale lives-theirs was a dangerous and violent age.The sword symbolizes the hazards of collapsing into a relationship and the need to retain one's sense of self and independence.To do otherwise would be unhealthy for both partners and drain the strength needed to survive the twists of fate in worldly life.Theirs was a true love-rare and unfailing.
The sword is a reminder that there are dangers amidst this beauty.Though love can exalt,when lost it can devastate.This was a truth familiar to the Arthurian lovers.Despite the veneer of romance,they did not live fairy-tale lives-theirs was a dangerous and violent age.The sword symbolizes the hazards of collapsing into a relationship and the need to retain one's sense of self and independence.To do otherwise would be unhealthy for both partners and drain the strength needed to survive the twists of fate in worldly life.Theirs was a true love-rare and unfailing.
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